I think I have always been more lonely because people kept on saying “be with someone, or you’ll be lonely,” rather than feeling lonely because I am actually alone.
The society greatly shapes the way I think, in which it interferes with my takeaways a lot, in almost every life intakes. Including feelings.
But to say that I want to nullify them altogether is absurd, and is highly not practical.
So in summary, I do not know if I actually feels lonely because I am indeed lonely…
Or
Is it because I am told “You are lonely because you are alone” much more than I breathe, that persistently resides loneliness within me
August 3, 2020
In Between Mopping the Floor, Pondering as I Watch The Stilled Wall
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