What you will see in this category are serials of raw takeaways on what depression actually looks like. No, it was not for a show. It is what it is. Every too often, depression got talked about in a grandiose thing… Like… Hmm, I don’t know what it is like.
I guess, for so many people, depression is depicted as the constant sadness and gloominess. Perhaps, when one is depressed, then there are set rules or looks on how depressed people look like. And here, I guess I would like to debunk all of them.
I have lived with depression for the most part of my life. Yet, there has always been a complicated nature between telling or not telling them. Sometimes, back in the days, the doubt was because of this big guy on the sky – god – involved. People used to tell me this all the time: depression is a sign that you don’t bear enough faith, or do not pray enough. Although I no longer believe that, of course I embodied that for a long time.
Or, what about the fact that I am – or was – highly functioning all the time? I don’t know.
It has been four months since I am technically a jobless person again. So, perhaps, for one more time, I want to write all the things that I remembered, or tried hard to remember from the last four months.
Enjoy
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