I loved you like Diana loved Charles
And you, you probably never loved me in my non existent way of understanding
Just like Diana’s lenses on Charles’ love
Nor Charles ever got Diana’s lost
We were both perfect in our little way of understanding on what matters and not
I properly loved you for my own mistake, and you properly ignored me for your own sake
But we were so in love, so in love
Or I thought we were
When nowadays I properly began to resent you, after all liquid filled nightmares of the forgotten chimes
I realised we were both pathetic
You were always smitten for indescribable measures
I was, am, always pathetic on romanticising heartbreak, just like a Shakespeare would
We were so in love
For you, it just ain’t matter no more
Or, it was never before?
Jun 10th, 2021
Pancoran, South Jakarta
