“I want to leave this nest, but I am afraid to embrace the new, to start over. I am not exactly an open person. What would ‘those new others’ will perceive me? Will I survive? Will I be okay?” “You can NOT let your own limitations hold you back. Naturally, I am a no much … More Holding You Back – A Typical Journal

“Congratulations, you have just made a purchase of X.”  I frowned instantly. I kinda felt the pang inside me. Because I just decided to get Z instead. And let me tell you the full story: at first, I have decided to purchase W. I have fully dedicated my mind on it. Then I encountered V, … More Being Undecided – A Typical Journal

Part 2 : Relation(shits) vs Relationship – About Current Reality “I love you so much, so I let you go to find the happiness you will never find with me.” Formally, I have stated this twice in my life. Every time, it still stings. I have no plan to state it anymore in life. Therefore, I believe, … More Of Relation(shits) and Society Who Can NOT Leave You Alone – Part 2/3

“Aku iri ih dia punya pacar yang kayak gitu. Padahal orangnya jelek loh.” Tapi kenapa ya, kita nggak pernah bilang…. “Aku iri masa, pacarnya itu sudah punya pasangan legal.” Rasa iri itu memang hal lumrah yang sulit sekali dimengerti ya. “I am jealous of that scum. How could such a partner be attended with such … More Rasa Iri (Jealousy)

One among many things I find problematic is how we “encourage” different perspectives, yet, we dodge debate or constant constructing-deconstructing arguments. They are part of one and the same deals, after all, not contradictory.  You can not have both silence and loud, or “freedom” and “irresponsibility.” Thinking it is valid is as absurd as saying … More Being Human and Ridiculous